Resisted.

few minutes back, i was wondering what had got into me. oh, shutthefuckup, enough of those emo-ing scenes. & i just couldnt stop thinking abt th one bloody whole week that it had got me so crazy, so crazily. i'd thought i need a shrink like so immediately to talk things out so clearly that, there wasnt a point to remember it at all times.

something's really wrong with my immune systems, body, & in fact every part of me. i could have happily eating & eating, munching & munching. but at th next minute, th food i ate all ended up in th toilet bowl's mouth. pathetically poor thing, & ewwws it was so gross. ytd & today i was like a hungry eater, eat non stop. you shall see how i gained weight this week & i'm not gonna to eat nxt week, hunger strike !

school work is really driving me crazy, my teacher happily announced to th whole class that every wed & fri we will have a class test. she's trying to push us really to th max, till we bang th wall & certified dead. how am i gonna survived in sucha competitive class, with some idiots who literally said, oh i didnt study for my test, but they scored so well. & th projects are killer for me too, i still got one whole bloody week to finish it, but literally touched nothing about it. hey hey, someone, pls help me complete it . i dont wna to die in schoool, so pathetic.

alrights, i swear i shall do someth on monday, which is tomorrow. this would be th last, th last week i got so down, i shall cheer myself up. & i will live life to th fullest, max w/o you. i dont need you to survive ! i swear (:

foood is so irresistable for me nowadays. i will try, try not to eat so much (: