exhausted & tired.

probably, i shldnt hold too much hopes anymore.
i'm rly exhausted & tired of telling myself tt there would be a chance.
& always force myself to smile infront of everyone.
i'm just like a person wearing a mask, living on with life.

i'm always asking myself, why shall i stay on with life like tt.
sighing every night before i slp, or even slpless nights.
i'm tired of hoping, tired of wishing, tired of waiting.
29 Feb, was th day i fall deeply for uu.
& i would probably let go of yoo when its time.

i guess i wont have th chance to update my blog, aft tonight.
or i shall change anotr way of saying.
after th gathering w my ah`s tmr, i'm leaving alr.
thanks friends who are thr for me, when i nid them.

making use of this time tt i'm not around, leaving to this so called far far away land.
maybe for weeks, months, i will take this time to forget abt yoo.
forgetting everything abt yoo, maybe it would be a relief for me.
thanks for those times yoo gave & goodbye.

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shien's back finally, & when she's back, i immediately jio her out tmr.
hope to see her before i leave, meeting up with my friends tmr.
& it will be last time, i guess :X

bye people.