i freaking tired alr, but somehow motivated by ah zong to blog.
its biology paper tml.
& o lvls are coming to th end soon.
three more papers to go.
aft th papers, its going to be party time!
tues, went to ah boon's hse.
watch-ed american pie!
stay till ard 7 liddat & home-ed.
sat for hist paper tt day; sucks :x
cold war came out, yesh, i studied.
but not for hungarian revolt.
so i lost th 12 marks alr.
wed, went to ah hong's hse.
his mother is sho humourous & funny larhs, hah.
me and her ganging up shooting ah hong :D
stayed till ard 6 plus & bball court .
saw hai ming & gang.
-.- as usual, he didnt change much :x
love-ed to shoot me :/
sucha an ass :x
had art paper ytd, oh wtf shit.
i didnt managed to finish one part of it .
hopefully, it wont pull me down :/
today, went to ah zong's hse.
stay till ard 6 plus, & home-ed w ah shien.
pei-ed her to adp mrt smell toilet smell :x
played, chatted & slept at ah zong's hse.
had maths paper today.
its freaking killing me basically.
my god. :x
if i'm th one to start everything, i would want to be th one to end everything.
had yoo ever considered my feelings right from th start?
whatever yoo did, yoo said, your feelings rly matters alot to me.
i dont want to be th spare tires always.
this kind of feelings sucks. it doesnt feels good at all.
when yoo nid me, yoo would treat me so well.
when yoo dont nid me, i'm just nth to yoo.
no matter how much i love yoo, yoo cant see & feel.
or maybe i shld say, u dont even bother.
i knew tt i cant walked into your heart.
just dont treat me tt well, tt would let me fall for yoo tt badly.
& making me to have such high hopes, but falling back so badly.
would it even bother to yoo how i felt?
i promised to end everything sooon, & it would be th end of everything.