4.7.08

& its just times and times of momemtum.

sometimes how i wished i can forget abt yoo straight away,
& be 1o,ooo miles away from yoo.
i had ever thot tt things will be fine,
& i will be alright.
if i could sometimes, i wished yoo wouldnt have known the truth.
&i would rather choose to keep mum abt the truth deep in my heart.
or was it tt difficult to be back normal friends,
& how i do we will.
i rly wished to change tt conception in ur mind,
&we could talk freely without obstacles.
the reason i dont want to tell yoo, is bcos i dont want to face the bad endings,
& will uu understand my reason?


darlingg`
u had taught me not to bottle every single heart matters on myself.
i know its painful. seriously, its rly painful.
uu know my reasons, and uu understand me well.
but will he?